Look, I can’t keep up with everything. Yes, I’m reverting to some rando blogging. Maybe I’ll delete all the meta posts if I get the reviews going. Maybe this isn’t even a meta post. Maybe this is not even a blog. Is this even the internet? Yes…but…what if, man. That’s all I’m saying.

First, an apology. Back in this post I suggested the following:

Just jump in a stream and soak up something different.

I can’t believe I said that. I mean it’s just corny. Sorry.

We can’t dwell on it, there’s situations to assess. If 2010 felt like at least two years, March felt like at least three 2010s. This can’t go on. Things can always get worse of course, but the series of events has created a whole new kind of mental trainwreck in my trainwreck of a brain. If things even out (say, the world economy stops collapsing and Japan stops exploding) I think some good could come of it. And by good, I mean good for my brain/my own life in general. Sorry, again. That’s why it’s jimhaku.com, not greatestmusic.net, or even goo.d.rev.ie.ws …whatever. Fuck, I need to make a front page or something this blog is a joke. And speaking of jokes, I’m having a hard time taking myself uber-seriously with a name like Jim Haku. How is that gonna look in all caps on a hardcover? Shitty.

So fucked.

Bright side, right…yeah, well here’s how it’s worked: let’s say you’ve got your trains (of thought) going right off a damn cliff. Let’s say the train and the passengers and cargo and what not survive but are stuck at the bottom the cliff. But more trains keep coming. It’s just a pileup of carnage and it all stuck there. It’s intact but it can’t go anywhere. But it turns out the bottom of that cliff is really the top of an even bigger cliff. “Oh shit?” Indeed, but now the bottom of the first cliff is at least cleared out. “What does that even accomplish and that is a horrifying metaphor given the situation.” Point taken. But there’s just so many things I’ve been obsessing over that I can’t do anything about they’ve it’s like they’ve all canceled each other. Instead of having a complete breakdown where I’m just staring down at wreckage, I can think about things like track repair, schedule rerouting, maybe some new upholstery and even on-board refreshments. Is this a steam train or electric? I should find out. Steam or electric, fuck! Japan has goddamn magnet supertrains! Goddamn they are cool.

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